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25 September 2009
1:45 p.m.

I'm suppose to be happy or excited or smiling or any optimistic feeling there is. But why don't I feel that way? I feel like I got punched in the stomache and left there on the floor in pain. I should be happy cuz I talked to him. Is it because of the long pauses in between the convos? I'm pretty sure he was getting ready for his youth. Is it because of what our friends think of us? Is it because I like him? Is it because I miss him and haven't talked to him for a long time? Or is it because I'm starting to not accept the fact that I do like him a lot and I'm trying to move on because of this distance in between us and a couple of other things. And now, just thinking of what he said, that he's going to Ysabel's party on october, makes me feel like I don't want to go. What would I feel if that day comes? I feel so trapped and suffocated just by thinking of that. I feel like I don't want to think of him right now, when I actually do. Am I giving up on him? Why? What's wrong with me? I'm not being understanding right now, that's for sure. I'm just being selfish.
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